hiyee. i am back. my grandpa was creamated ytd at mandai crematorium.

this past few days actually feeling quite scared. coz i am afraid of such thing.. i am a scaredy cat.. lols.. i haven nv seen a corspe in such a close range. when they lifted the lid of the coffin & i looked at my grandfather. my hair stood.. his face & hands were black. argh, it was so scary. this few nights, i have been sleeping with the lights and radio on. hehe. i even left my door open.. coz if i dun do all that. i will dream that my grandfather came back & whispered to me when i am trying to sleep.. dunno y i also so scared of these things.. i think is watch too much movies liaos. haha..

hmm, on mon, my bf & his mother came down to my grandfather's wake.. i was feeling damn nervous lo.. coz those who knows me know that my mother is not very sociable. then will anyhow talk rubbish & irritate my bf's mother but hey, everything was quite fine.. coz my bf's mother got common topic with my mum.. Haha.. issit true every mothers always have common topic with one another? lols..

kk, on to other topic. i feel my temper this few days like quite bad now.. how huh??