dear guys, i hate myself!! why can't i stop thinking about him.. whenever i am at home or sometimes even outside, i will start crying. even though i told myself not to.. but why do i love him so much?? it's so impossible to accept someone else too. i miss him so much. everyday, i have to put on a brave front in front of all my friends, telling them i am fine, that i will give him up but i am not fine at all!!! it just hurts too much. it's like a part of me has already been dead when he mention the breakup. why did he lose all the feelings in just 1 or 2days?? is it really possible to lose all the love, care & concern he had for me over this 2yrs+ in just a matter of 2days.. i find it totally impossible to accept. when i know after our breakup (or b4, i not so sure), he immediately started to know more girls.. why didn't he wait for some time b4 he does that?? he may think it's alright but it's just so hurting to me. till now, i dun even know how to tell my parents we have broken up.. everyday, i have to act as if i'm alright. talk to my family happily etc. It's so difficult. My mother just bought a box of mooncakes for his family too. what am i going to do??