Saturday, September 10, 2005

This is the day i've become single again.. Sort of expected this day to come as we are drifting apart. But i still don't understand why am i still crying when i knew it will happen. I've been telling myself the past few days even the past weeks if this day should come. I will face it like a strong girl. I will not cry BUT i still did....

This new journey of mine may not be easy for me now but I'm sure i can do it.. Firstly, what i've to do is study for the upcoming test on mon.. Hope u guys will be there to give me moral support.

To Richard:

The time now is 5.33am. It's been 3hrs+ since we broke up. Not really sure if i should say I'm happy or sad.

In a way, maybe it's both.. Happy cause at least we won't feel so stressed up in future. Sad cause I just couldn't let go a 2yr3mths+ relationship just like that.

I dunno how u had no more feelings for me immediately.. but i understand.. All these has been my fault, i brought it all on myself. I will not be a burden to u anymore. Thank you for taking care of me this past 2yrs. The time may not seem too long nor short but to me, it has lots of happy memories. Take care & wish u all the best in whatever u do.

To buddy:

Sorry Willian, i promised not to cry over him & go sleep immediately but i can't.. Thanks for being there for me always & lending me a listening ear whenever i have problems. Anyway, advanced happy 20th birthday. Don't worry, will get u ur toy car.

To Jie Meis:

Sorry for not informing u all about all the problems i have with him.. & sorry too for deserting u guys sometimes so i can accompany him.
Hui, only u know what I've been going through. Thanks for keeping a secret for me all these time being. Love u all girls.

& to everyone else who has supported me:

Just would like to say Thank You.


This is how all things worked...
5:30 AM


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Yvonne Chan Jie Ying (陈洁莹)
a cancerian
loves Yong Jian Hua, family & sisters
cantonese but can't speak much
speaks english at home
sensitive & emotional
a big Hello Kitty & Precious Moments fan

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20 clear transparent shoe boxes
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HD4670 or 9500GT graphic card
2gb ram
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- my own car when i'm 26
- a house to call my own or our own
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