Sorry guys, i know it's been more then a month since i've written any crap in here. So now here's an entry for u, stop pestering me!! lol.

Reasons for not updating are simple. Busy watching shows on youtube (mind u, i find it's a great accomplishment), busy watching World Cup (exciting).

It's now 2hrs20mins into my key to freedom/happiness/OLD AGE!!

I'm really excited but yet can't help feeling a little panicky. 21 seems like a huge burden. People expect you to be more sensible and responsible. You can't always be like a little kid displaying childish behaviour.

Another huge factor is that before you know it. 30 is approaching soon. I've always hear stories of how time passes so fast especially for girls once they hit 21. The thought of this just scares me to death. *exaggerating

I really want to be more sensible, more responsible and look young but what must i do to achieve all this? I don't even know what am i going to be doing in future. A strong career woman? A very ordinary live life each day woman? Or a stay home mummy/housewife?

I really hope whichever outcome it may be, i would still be living my life happily. No worries regarding money, family and etc.

This will definitely be one of the wishes I'm going to wish for before cutting my cake at my 21st birthday celebration.

Hopefully, will get to see everyone there even though i know most of you guys can't make it.

Anyway, hereby wishing myself a Happy Happy 21st Birthday! I rock girl. LOL.