Was reading through some love stories of some girls & their other half in cozycot forum when i found myself getting more upset after each sweet story.

It made me reflected back on mine.

Even though the last relationship didn't end well (yes, he's still avoiding me), i wouldn't say i regretted being with him at all.

He did give me lots of happy memories, was there for me when i'm down or lonely, putting up with my nonsense & making an effort to appear at my family gatherings no matter how much he hated it.

What i regret is that we couldn't even maintain as friends status now. I thought i hated him for making such a stupid decision but now, i thank him for letting me go.

I realise i'm such a flop, a flop in handling relationships.

What position am i to advise others when me myself can't make it. Anyway, matters of the heart can't be decided just on other's opinions.

Listen to yourself. Ask yourself what do you want exactly. Do what you deem feels right.

Don't bother wasting time, effort & money if you're just looking for fun.

PS: excuse my no logic post. It's ok if u think i'm not making any sense. I just needed some place to vent my thoughts.